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Vergil ([personal profile] kowase) wrote2019-06-05 07:47 pm

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sassery: ({!} (we've had them all))

[personal profile] sassery 2023-05-01 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Relax, princess. I'm not gonna drop you anytime soon. Besides, you're the one who said he'd wanted to try and fly if he could, right? Where's your sense of fun?

Seriously, though? Hands around the neck if you need something to hold onto.

[Vergil's entire insulted look is completely ignored, Nox just grinning widely as they continue over the city. It's quiet, lights bright and blinking in and out as they head further towards the outskirts of town. The sounds float in and out, soft and faint, and they give Nox a sense of nostalgia of when he first managed to fly on his own, back down from the qliphoth. It was a bittersweet experience, after having lost the family he so desperately wanted.]

The warehouse isn't too far from here, so it won't take long.
sassery: ({!} say it three times)

[personal profile] sassery 2023-05-04 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Found it on the outskirts a while ago and fixed it up with someone else- it's where we hold fight club each month.

[Technically he shouldn't be saying this in person but, eh. Vergil is going to learn about it anyway, so long as he keeps his mouth shut outside the Libra app.

Arriving there doesn't take long, at least, and Nox is sure to basically drop down enough where he can easily land and assist Vergil right out of his carry. Somewhat. Sorry about your dignity, Vergil.]


So, yeah, welcome, I guess? Since we're just checking out how Red Queen works, we'll go inside to one of the dummies. You'll get to see how she works for yourself.
sassery: (see 'em running for their lives)

[personal profile] sassery 2023-05-08 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
[He holds it not once a month, but twice. Not that this is information Vergil needs to know right now. Fighting is in their blood, thrums under the surface, is always a way to speak without words.

That flick of the hair back is another nostalgic moment, but Nox simply smiles at the thanks.]


No problem.

[Though that next statement? Has Nox snickering if only in sheer amusement.]

Not with that attitude, you don't. [He's kidding, but honestly, he vividly remembers Vergil taking Red Queen to the face several times.] C'mon, the section for this sorta deal's further in.

[Walking into the warehouse shows that it's a place that's been thoroughly taken care of in terms of reinforcement, windows covered and walls layered in protective equipment. Nox travels horizontally to one corner of the place, the dummies visible to give people a chance to try out new things, or even just practice.]

Right, so. [Out comes Red Queen again, and he revs her engine, the entire blade glowing orange-red as it stores fire in the exhaust. Nox raises a brow at that to Vergil, a look that asks if he's ready to see how fucking stupid this gets.]
sassery: (i'll tell you now)

[personal profile] sassery 2023-05-09 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[He may be feral, but he's your feral child, Vergil. You'll thank him later, he's sure of it.

For the protesting, all Nox does is give Vergil a set of fingerguns. Sure sure, bud. Whatever you say.

But, well. Here they are, Vergil intently watching as Nox just grins wider, then steps one foot forward, bringing back Red Queen in the process. Then he does the most inane things in successive order: he crouches, brings the sword close to his body, and spins like a top against the dummy, fire coming alive on the edge of the blade and sending the thing flying against the wall. Even more interesting is how Nox moves forward in that momentum and doesn't seem to let the weight of Red Queen ever seem to throw his balance.]


That's usually what she does- things like that.
sassery: (redemption calls on to)

[personal profile] sassery 2023-05-09 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
[That– Nox is halfway through his sentence when he sees Vergil raise his head, eyes far off, and he suddenly stops everything he's doing. Shit, shit– that's a memory, and Nox doesn't know which one.]

Hey. [He's walking towards the other at that, Red Queen against the wall, one arm out to try and bring his father back into reality.] Shit, you all right?

[There's no telling what he's remembered. There are so many instances Nox knows he can't even fathom which one would come from this. All he can do is be here, and it kills him, because it never feels like it's enough.]
sassery: (✝︎ we'll be together)

[personal profile] sassery 2023-05-13 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
[Nox listens, even if he’s partially still worried about what Vergil’s seen. He gets his answer shortly after, Nox blinking in surprise before letting out a shaky laugh.]

Yeah. [He’s said he won’t lie, and he won’t.] Yeah, we did. Fight each other, I mean.

[Nox traces his gaze back to Red Queen, mouth going into a thin line.] I’ve always fought with her- even back then, in my past life. [He looks back at Vergil, and then shrugs.] And considering you and Dante were gonna do something fucking stupid? Kinda deserved it, I’m just saying.

[He knows this is raising more questions then answers, but there’s no point in not telling him the truth. Nox exhales, arms crossed, unsure of how to continue other than wait to see if anything else happens.

Now the hardest part is waiting.]
sassery: ({!} i'll mix a drink up)

[personal profile] sassery 2023-05-17 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Nox listens and watches as Vergil tries to make the connection with this new information, and he can understand how it's confusing to try and get things to click together.]

Yeah. Grew up in Kaisou my whole life, went off to college in NYC, came back here and took a job as the high school gym teacher. Until last year, that's how my life had always been.

[The mentioning of August, however, gets Nox to tilt his head in curiosity, tongue clicking in a bit of surprised irritation.] Did he? First I've heard about it.

[Always fighting. It's true– it was how they were, back then. Dante and Vergil needing to settle their differences in their sibling rivalry, Nero realizing there was another way, fighting fang and claw and with heart and soul to try and save them all. He loved them so much back then, and he still does even now. It lives in his heart, even if this life had nothing of the sort that his past life had.

Who are you, Nox Miller?

As much as he's been dreading answering this question, there's a large part of him that is still trying, desperately, to reach for his father. To have a connection. To be his son, even if they're not even the same people in this life.

So Nox crosses his arms, forces himself to breathe even as his brow furrows in thought as he tries to reply.]


Who am I? I mean, as Nox? I'm pretty much another guy on the app, just like you.

[His mouth goes into a firm line at this, and it's easy to see that he struggles with how to word himself here.]

But as Nero– [He bites his lip, opens his mouth to say something, closes it again almost immediately. Nox turns his head, looking away from Vergil if only for a second so he can steel himself in what he has to do.

Be honest with him.

He exhales, sucks air through his teeth and then back out again, ignores the incredibly apparent agitation and nervousness his demon has in how it paces back and forth in the back of his mind.]


As Nero, [Say it.] I was your son.
sassery: (come with me;)

[personal profile] sassery 2023-05-18 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
[It's hard, in some ways, to see Vergil like this. More than anything else, Nox feels Vergil's pacing echoed right back by his own demon, the growl of annoyance in his head growing as the seconds pass. He wishes there was an simpler way to talk about this information without it seeming like a fucking nuke, but sometimes things just aren't meant to be easy to give at all.

The statement that comes is one that causes him to swallow, nerves trying their damndest to get the best of him.]


Yeah. He is. I am.

[When I'm through with you, I'll make you submit, father.

Nox struggles not to turn tail and run, his inner child wanting to hide, thinking he's in trouble. Even after this admittance, he's uncomfortable in how he's upended Vergil's world just like Dante had. He shouldn't be, but his own heart wears on his sleeve as bright as day, tells so much just in his face alone.

But Vergil's question gets Nox to balk briefly, shaking his head even as he clasps his arms in an effort to not do some stupid gesture instead.]


Are you crazy? You were already facing a lot with learning that Dante was your twin. I didn't want to add to that and just make it worse.

[Truthfully, it had taken a lot of courage to even come to him today, mostly because he was afraid of how this would go. Now, standing here, this isn't as bad as he'd imagined it to be. No accusations of lying, no outburst of pure rage or anything harsh– it's definitely much better than it could have gone.]

Last thing I'd want is for you to feel like you were suffocating.
sassery: (this demon inside)

[personal profile] sassery 2023-05-19 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[To hear the admittance is already a shock in and of itself- Vergil does not strike him as the type to be open about this, much less to someone he's only truly understanding their relationship now. Nox blinks at the words, and then stares back at his father.

Knowing Dante... is not suffocating.

...knowing Dante is related to me has helped anchor me, when I have memories of that person.


They hit him like a truck, like Nox played a game of chicken in a crowded street and lost, and it sets him in the mindset he knows he can follow and say, in this life.]


Look.

[Nox moves. It takes less than five seconds to get to his father. To grab onto a lapel and twist his fingers in it, staring at Vergil dead in the eye, and say what he says.]

If you want this, if it’s not overwhelming for you, then I don’t want to be anywhere else but by your side, helping you through it.

[How many times can he tell his family, his old family, "I missed you?" How many ways does he need to prove that he needs them, that after a year of being the only one from his old home to wake up, that he's been lonely this entire time?

I wasn't alone in this, so I'm not leaving you alone in this.

His family here is around, as are his friends. Without them, he'd be far worse off than where he stands today, and Nox is forever grateful people pulled him by his ear and dragged him into the truth kicking and screaming. And if that's what Vergil needs him to do, he'll do it. But Nox isn't going to let him suffer whatever problems may come, whatever nightmares he may get, on his own.

They're family. Regardless of where they came from, regardless of their past lives or their present ones. They. Are. Family. And Nox refuses now to lose of either of them- come hell or highwater, he'll fight and give everything it takes to keep them protected, and safe. Because they deserve it.]
Edited 2023-05-19 22:18 (UTC)
sassery: (and now you'll lead the way)

[personal profile] sassery 2023-05-24 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[Nox listens, well aware that what's being said is an admittance not just anyone would give, especially considering them and their past lives. But having a stable and normal upbringing here, in this life, gives them a sense of understanding they otherwise might not have.

So to hear that Vergil's past life, as his father, was one where he was alone? Nox's- Nero's- determination flares at the realization, fingers curling even further into Vergil's jacket to make a point.]


Then we'll make up for it now. I won't let you be alone through this, got it?

[Had he known, back then- had he been well aware of having an actual father, known that he was tied to the greatest demon in humanity's history... Nox isn't sure where it would have put him. It's a moot point to think about now anyway.

Then, of course, Vittore admits that he doesn't know how good a father Vergil was to Nero, and Nox has to quietly keep his face still. He could say so much about this, but just knowing Nox was his son in another life is already rough as it is. It'll show up again sooner or later, he's sure of it.

If that's what you want to do, is how Vittore words it, and Nox exhales, turns his head away for a second before he looks back at Vergil.]


I started getting my memories back in January, last year. Didn't seem like much at first, and then as the months went along– it wasn't just me anymore. [His demon began to make itself known.] I had a lot of friends around to help, so it wasn't as if I faced everything on my own...

But I wanted my family there too. My old family. [Nox bites his lip at that from nerves, then sighs.]

I'd pretty much given up on you or anyone else ever showing up after a year went by. So if you think I don't want this, you're out of your fucking mind.

[There's definitely a look of 'what the fuck did you just call me' at Vergil's insult, but Nox can't help but grin.] Hate to say it, Vittore, but you're fucking stuck with me now. Better get used to it.
Edited (when you notice you put a word in the WRONG PLACE.........) 2023-05-25 07:34 (UTC)
sassery: (sing as their bones)

[personal profile] sassery 2023-06-01 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
[There's so much here that Nox is trying to let Vergil process. From learning he was a father, he had a son, and now his own son wants to help him through recovering his memories and going through what he did a year ago. It's a lot to take in, and Nox feels his demon grow agitated the more he waits and lets his father figure things out.

So when Vergil goes and leans his forehead against Nox's, it catches him by surprise for a moment, him going still. The next moment he's gently pushing back against it, eyes closing, exhaling as every single bit of tension and worry leaves him like water going down a drain. Even his demon, impatient and frustrated and angry at how long this is taking, why isn't his father's demon there, stops in its pacing and begins to settle down. This close, Nox can't describe it well– it's... familiar in a way he isn't sure he knows in this life. Comfortable. Safe.]


What mattered most was that none of my friends left me alone in this. Hell, at one point, one of them literally punched me in the face to snap me out of my bullshit. So, yeah, I get it.

[Vergil is right, though. Had they met each other earlier, it wouldn't have even come close to this for a very long time, and probably could have gone even worse.

Were this not as much of a solemn and personal moment, Nox might be smiling like an idiot in winning what to call his father. As it stands right now, this is... deeply important to him, touch like this speaks in volumes compared to any other words that might be said.]


Nero or Nox is fine. I'm both, so it doesn't matter to me. You might hear Dante call me "kid-" it's a nickname he'd given me a while ago as Nero.

[Just... getting that out of the way. He still hasn't moved from his father's touch and has no plans to do so unless it's shown otherwise.]
sassery: (and now you steal away)

[personal profile] sassery 2023-06-03 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
[Touch is probably the best way for him to ease himself from whatever's going on, and the fact that Vergil doesn't even shy from it or hesitate, well. This is stuff he usually does first, not the other way around.

It's nice, actually. To not have to make the first step.

He does huff in amusement, though, doing his best to stay leaning against his father.]


Yeah, well. The one who knocked me to my senses was a former student of mine. Jun's a good kid.

[Nox has no idea, of course, how much weight his being here holds in Vergil's mind and decision to stay. He may never know. All that matters to him is that Vergil is here, as is Dante, and he doesn't want them to suddenly just up and disappear.

At the question of which name to use though, his answer is almost instantaneous.]


I don't have one. My friends call me Nox. Dante calls me Nero. I don't care about one over the other- they're both me. Whatever you find easier to use, use that. I'll answer either one.

[He'd say the same to anyone who asked, but with Vergil, there's something special in finding how family cares that much about the little things overall.]

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